i could cry....

i was having the best time until about 5 minutes ago....

this afternoon i created a deco file on domino (you should totally do this...its so much fun to have all of you favorite pics right there; you can store things from your favorite magazines and blogs, and you find out so much about your range of style...it's addictive). so i was searching my "daily reads" for some cool pics and i stumbled upon this.....

chapman radcliff is closing.......i can't take it........one of our friends is getting married in LA (next oct.) and i was so excited to FINALLY be able to get to that town and see none other than the legend herself...to drool in her store, to express to her how much her design has inspired me, to take pictures of us together.....my heart hurts.....

**i have until the end of oct. if my husband wants to surprise me with a plane ticket...we could knock out a lot of things at one time: go see ruthie, hangout w/ LC and Brody, celebrity stalk, dance at the clubs...warren, you are sooooo LA (ha, if you know my husband, he is so far from this it's super funny)...maybe this should be a surprise girl's trip......hey BFF's??!!